The past week has been all over the place. I turned 24. I was too upset over Bear to really care. My dad took me to Pizza Hut and brought up the subject of a new dog, something I didn’t really even want to consider. My days turned into a Read More
Bear went to Heaven to live with his Grandma today. I held him in my arms while he went, telling him over and over how much I love him. He’s been my baby for half of my life.
I had a dream last night that I was in a parking lot. It was night time and raining. My mom was in another car, pulled to the side of the road (not in a parking spot like me). Bear was running around in the rain playing. As he started Read More
Isn’t it strange how a memory will pop up on you unexpectedly for the first time in years–and I mean years–but feel like yesterday. The other night I was doing makeup while thinking about my plans for Fourth of July and it hit me. A memory. *cue fog-like memory scene Read More
My cousin Delanie turns 18 years old today and I am reminded about how much all of us are growing up. In only 28 days I will be 22 years old. Doesn’t it seem like yesterday we were all children playing Barbies and performing songs for the family and capturing Read More
Today at work an older man started ranting about his elderly mother (apparently his purchase was for her). He told me how much of a devil she was in her old age. He told me how he wished she’d just die. At my silence he stated “you’ll understand one day.” Read More
This morning around 4 am I woke up from this dream, grabbed my phone, and typed up a few key words to remind me in the morning, then went back to sleep. It still seems as weird and bittersweet now as it was then. In my dream, I was me Read More